That Mother Lode

Weeping may endure for a night, But joy comes in the morning. - Psalm 30:5   My first month of motherhood was pretty rough; I'm grateful for the lessons learned during that time. It's been 2 months, and I finally feel like we're getting into a groove. I've had some help. I'm able to sleep a little more, and I feel more relaxed, which makes me a better mother. I'm also less emotional and no longer cry daily. Winning! We're getting to know each other day by day. Ayomi Likes: Snuggling with mama Riding in the car Hearing music and mama's songs Eating  Exploring the world  Ayomi Dislikes: Bathing (except with mama) Being hungry  The carseat

    I am in the arena alone. If you want to help me, please deliver food using my meal train . I appreciate not having to think about what I'm going to eat on top of everything else. I am grateful for everyone who has delivered a meal.    

It was MLK Day (Monday), a day usually spent in service, but I felt like being lazy. I stayed in my bed for hours that morning, except for potty breaks. I knew I would be welcoming my baby in the coming days, and I just wanted to relax as much as possible. When I finally got out of bed, I decided to Netflix and chill on the couch. I took a nap and then woke up suddenly when I felt something wet on my thighs. Did I just pee in my sleep? As I walked to the bathroom, I felt a trickle down my leg. Liquid slowly streamed out a s I sat on the toilet,   but I realized it wasn't urine because I couldn't stop the flow. In disbelief, I said out loud, "My water just broke". I didn't panic. It was around 4:40pm. I showered, ate dinner, did laundry, and straightened up around my house because I knew the baby was arriving soon. I called my OB, doula, and my friend/birth partner to let them know what was happening. My OB was concerned that my membranes ruptured with no contracti...

Today is my 44th birthday. I usually take the week off and travel somewhere fun. However,  the only place I wanted to be today was at home with my baby. I got my wish. We were discharged from the hospital finally after waiting for Ayomi's jaundice to clear. I didn't have to get on a plane this year to experience something new and exciting. Who knows where we'll be next year. I'm excited to have a new travel buddy. I can't wait to show him the world.