Don't Be Afraid
Me: I just got a call about another investigation... Until a few minutes ago, I was planning to restart the adoption process at the end of the summer. Now, I have doubts. My friend: One bad boyfriend doesn't make you not want to have another one and potentially get married some day, right? You can't exist as a human being with so much love to give if you don't actually practice giving it, without contingencies. Some will know how to receive it and some won't but YOU can't stop giving it. God, the universe, Abba Father will always cup your heart but a little break will happen. Don't be afraid of it. Today was a day. I was surprised to learn that a second licensing investigation was opened on my home. The first investigation a few weeks ago was about supervision related to the multiple runaway attempts made from my home. The second investigation was about discipline in my home. Apparently, the kid reported lies about me, and the investigator had to talk...