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This is the story of my nontraditional path to motherhood. I hope to inspire and encourage others while also receiving support and encouragement for myself. I will honestly share my thoughts and feelings.
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I got a henna tattoo on my belly today. The lady kept saying how active the baby was while she was doing it. Maybe the pressure tickled my Joy. 😊
What are you having? A baby. I don't want to know the gender prior to delivery. When is the baby due? The estimated due date is between my mom's birthday and my birthday in January 2025. What will you name the baby? I'll share the name after baby is born. My nickname for now is "Joy". Do you want a boy or girl? I just want a healthy baby. Who is the father? Read the previous blog posts. Will you stop traveling? No What did you do about the fibroids? I chose to pursue a natural health plan with Muhimu Oils Wellness Center . The largest fibroid was 10 cm and shrank to 8.5 cm following the plan prior to FET. Since becoming pregnant, the hormones that help my baby grow are also helping the fibroids grow and putting me at risk for pre-term labor. I believe and pray that my baby will keep growing and the fibroids will shrink. Where are you registered? registry details Does Isis know you're pregnant? Dogs know us better than we know ourselves. I smell diff...
27 weeks My 2nd trimester was very eventful! I experienced the following: Moved to my new home Anatomy scan revealed fibroid growth and higher risk of preterm labor Moved from midwifery care at a birthing center to obstetrician and MFM specialist at a hospital Baby movement Got a bigger vehicle Reached 24 week milestone for viability Stepfather hospitalized and subsequently died Failed 1st glucose test Passed 2nd glucose test, so no gestational diabetes Hired a doula and more Biggest symptoms: fatigue and heartburn, heartburn, heartburn 😫 I believe that my pregnancy is a miracle, and I'm grateful that Baby Joy and I keep progressing.
This morning, I saw school buses on my way to work. This morning, I saw school buses on my way to work. And I cried. I know I've been in recovery mode for the past few months, and I've been allowing myself to feel all the feelings associated with grief. I thought I was finally in the acceptance stage. However, while crying in the bathroom at work this morning, I realized that I'm not there yet. Something about learning that a new semester just started was very triggering for me. I remembered that I was supposed to take off this week to help my kid transition to high school, and that wasn't going to happen. I cried for all the other experiences that we wouldn't have together. I cried because I missed her. I cried because she's still in my heart. I have never experienced the loss of a baby, but I imagine that what I am feeling might be similar to what a mother of a stillborn child might feel. For months, I prepared to welcome this chil...
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